it turns out the plan was fucked up in the beginning.....T.T

this is really disturbing...i was so happy reading my lonely planet and figuring out how i could take the ferry from dover to calais across the english channel and then train to paris, see my cousin, then wander into brussels,luxembourg to see little swiss, then germany and drift along  through austria, into eastern europe...

 

now it all just seems so stupid spending time daydreaming about my little plans. simple fact is i probably cannot get my schengen visa done..

french consulate told me they do not process any passports with uk visa with validity less than 6 months, which mine falls under. doing schengen in wuhan is not an option cuz i simply have no time (4 working days?). and doing it right before my travel is too risky that it kills the joy of travel

 

damn. im damned. the only way out is too extend my current uk visa for another 6 months, for 600 pounds. lol that is more than what i am spending in europe i guess...not for budget travellers. plus, the joint probability of both brits and french giving me visas is too low for a safe bet...

 

damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuckfuckfuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!@$@!$@!$%@!%$@!#@!#@!!%$#%!why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????? i totally should have come earlier and do a whole year abroad....lots of happenings outside that little ville of swarthmore...

 

so now what, study for GRE? lol fuck!!!!!

 

well at least UK is not just a land full of brits and indians. there r nice places to go to...wales, northern ireland, scottish highlands. went for a hike along the north downs way, folkestone to dover..maybe i should take solace in the fact that i have already been to dover,seen the white cliffs, so missing that ferry across the channel is OK...and missing the rest of europe is, for now, also OK....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhfuckme!!!!!!!fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!o and fuck europe maybe i ll just to US if i find cheap tickets..to say goodbye to dear seniors.